FINAL

esok dh nk masuk bulan oktober. cepatnya masa berlalu meninggalkan kita. esok jgak segala2nya bermula.

my first paper which is ETR. xpernah ada perasaan mcm ni. cuak tahap dewa dh ni. byk chapter kna cover dan apa yg mcm menyusahkan ialah, this is all about business. not in my field.

hati ni hanya ALLAH ja yg tau. since this is my last semester, i really2 hope that i can performance and get the better result compared to the last semester. lpas ETR, paper reference, then my favorite subject which is archive, then is management and lastly is cataloging which i think is my killer subject. nmpak sgt xlayak sambung library science.

dh kot nk smbung study. i pray and really hope that everything will be fine. :D

FOR YOU

for my dearest sister, this is my way to express or show my feelings towards YOU...

1.please smile and smile as you can :)

2. i want YOU to be happy every time because YOU have a beautiful smile :D

3. keep smiling even when you have a problem..i want you to know that your happiness is important to me

4. please take care of yourself wherever and whenever you are 

5. as you know you are my dearest sister,so i do love you so much from 2 July 2011 until forever...

6. i will sent you for the second time..your favorite cake on your birthday. i promise that 

akak, last nk ckp, maaf lau smua ni xseberapa. tapi percayalah meen adik yang baik dan meen ni sayanggg kakak dia sgt2...dan kakak meen tu tentulah akak...

im so sorry if u dont like it..

tq for being my sister and it is already one year right.. and until now u still be my dearest sister.:D

For My Beloved Sister

rsnya dh lma blog ni xdiconteng. ini smua gara2 kemalasan dan kesibukkan yg sgt tidak dpt dielakkan. arini dgn rasminya, tiada lgi assignment yg erlu disiapkan.alhamdulillah smua dh settle.just waiting fir this coming tuesday for VIVA.. harap sgt smua berjalan lancar hendaknya..Ameen..

kali ni nk update sal someone ni. someone that hold a very2 special place in my heart. my everything, my life my dearest sister. she is siti maisara bt mohd jafre.from the deep of my heart, i really2 miss her. now she has a new life at Puncak.with her new environment.new sister..maybe kot..i dont have any reason to disturb her life anymore, she not love me anymore. she is really happy now.

akak, i will be happy if you are happy too. because i love u my dearest sister. forever till the end only you is my sister..

enough here. just one thing that i really2 want u to know. YOU are my everything, YOU are my dearest sister. <3 nbsp="nbsp">

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ni nk ckp sal sorang kawan ni. ingt ley caya kat dia. kononnya katanya "It won't happen again" p la..tipu ja bleh ang tu kan.sabaq ja la. nama ja kawan.tpi hampeh. waktu susah nk mntak tolong pndai la cri aku. tula kawan aku sorang ni. layakkah panggil kawan ek?

dh dia tau aku xsuka bndat u dok terhegeh2 wat apa lgi kn? xpala mlas la apapun xksah asal ang bhagia

Suka kot..hihi

Kekeliruan melanda diri ini. Dia baik, dia tu pon baik. Mcm mana ni. Sy rsa dh suka kat kedua2 mereka la tapi mana bleh kan? Kita kna setia pada yg satu. Btw td kat Dewan Perdan, sy agak terkesima la bila dia panggil nama sy.huhu..Bila dia panggil tu kn, jantung ni mcm berdebar2 sja. Rasa nk senyum smpai telinga. Apakah itu ek?

Sebenaqnya, sy malas nk piq sal smua ni. Tapi dh xsengaja terpkiq kan.huhu so sabaq ja la. Yang sorang ni pandai berkata2. Wah mklumla contoh pelajar kan..huhu. Yang sorang ni plak, nmpak pendiam, hakikatnya bla knai btoi2 owhhh tidakkkk..haha

Enough for today. Bye2. Have a nice day..:D

terkejut sgt

Semalam balik ja kelass pertama sekali mestilahmenunaikan  apa yg wajib dulu. Then, rutin yg biasa dibuat, adalah bukak facebook.  Bukak ja fb tu agak terkejut la jgak check inbox ada satu mesej dr someone. Bukan xpernah dpt msej dr dia, Cuma isi kandungan msej dia tu ja yg  membuatkan hati ni terkejut.

Isi kandungan msej tu, sangat menyentapkan hati yang lemah ni. Jujur la ckp, sy amat terasa dgn kata2 dia. Kadang2 rasa xpercaya pon ada bla pkiq balik btoi ka dia yg antaq ni. Berpijak di bumi yg nyata, jgn bermimpi, itulah hakikatnya. Berat tuk terima, hati ni gagah tuk redha ja dgn apa yg jadi ni. Perkenalan dgn dia lbih kurang setahun yg lalu, terjadi secara kebetulan.

Kalau la dia bca apa yg sy tulis ni, sy nk gtau dia. Sebenaqnya sy masih xpham apa salah sy tu smpai dia ley wat mcm ni kat sy. Katanya, sy ni xpernah berubah. Tapi sy btoi2 sy nk tau apa yg xberubah tu?? Dan sy rsa mmng kita dh xdak apa2 hubungan pon sejak kejadian aritu. Dia sndiri dh remove sy dr friend, dia dh mmng btoi2 marah. So, ok la. Sy terima ja apa yg dia buat, sbb msa tu mmng salah sy. Tap ink dia tau jgak kesalahan yg sy buat tu terpaksa. Dia sendiri pon tau yg sy lbih menyayangi sesorg yg juga merupakan kawan dia jgak. Dia sendiri pon tau btapa pentingnya org itu dlm hidup sy. So xpala, lau dia nk marah pon even benci pon xpa. Sebab tu mmng salah sy. I admit it.

Tgk2 xtau la apa sbbnya, tiba2 dia add balik sy kat fb xka pelik kan? Mungkin dia bkn pendendam kot. Xtau la kan. Tpi seingat sy la sy msih xnyanyok, dia xpernah declare apapun yg dia nk jadi kakak sy, bgutulah jgak sy. Sy just baik2 dgn dia and anggap mcm senior ja. Sebab hati sy ni pon bkn senang nk lupa kan?Dan kalau lah dia ad abaca ni semua sy nk tegaskan sekali lagi. Saya sangat sayangkan kawan dia tu lbih dr sy sayangkan dia. Mungkin, sy sayangkan dia pon sbb dia baik sgt. Tu ja.

Sy percayakan dia. Sangat percaya. Kalau x xkan la smpai ley bg account fb dgn twitter kat dia tuk dia pinjam kan??? Sy pon xtau napa and apa lagi yg perlu sy buat tuk sy ni nmpak baik di mata dia. Memang sy ni jahat, mcm budak2, teruk, xpernah pkiq perasaan org. Semua tu sy.

So, Ok then, sy pon dh penat sal smua ni. Byk g bnda n perkara sy nk pkiq. And now once again, You remove me right? Ok I’m sure that after this xkisah la sy atau dia pon, sy akn pastikan sy xakn jadi friend dia or follower ka kat fb or twitter. Now, yes, I really2 tired. Tired of all this things.

Sbb dia sndiri ckp, tolong pergi dr hidup dia. Jgn pernah dtg lagi. Anggap mcm kita xpernah kenal. And yes!!! Sy akan ingt semua bnda ni smpai bla2.

Last from me, I just only have one and she is my only one. My Dearest Sister. My everything. My family. And I just care and give my love for her only, Walaupon, dia xsayang sy pon dh, hati dan sayang sy ni dh mmng ada kat dia smpai sy mati. Sy dh anggap kakak kesayangan sy ni mcm sebahagian dr hidup sy. Dan dia akn jadi kakak sy smpai bla2.

CHOICES

There are differences between Library Science, RECORDS, Systems and Resource Centre. Oppsss why RECORDS are in capital letter? Owh this is because among all of them, I will more interested in RECORDS. I don’t know why. But it is the truth. It is not because RECORDS is more easily than others but from Semester 2, when I taking RECORDS subject, I had fall in love with it.

From all of that, I just want to tell and discuss about my degree. Insyallah... I don’t know which degree is much better. But now, in my mind it just only RECORDS. Library science, I think it is not suitable for me. I can’t explain it. But I know who am I. Also for systems..Owh I really can’t believe it if I can further my study in Systems. Impossible.

Actually, I just can only pray for the best. The most important thing is complete and finishes my final semester with a good result. It is most important thing before I further my study.

Ok then, enough for this. I just can pray and do my best to make it become reality. Ameen

~CHOICES~