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ni nk ckp sal sorang kawan ni. ingt ley caya kat dia. kononnya katanya "It won't happen again" p la..tipu ja bleh ang tu kan.sabaq ja la. nama ja kawan.tpi hampeh. waktu susah nk mntak tolong pndai la cri aku. tula kawan aku sorang ni. layakkah panggil kawan ek?

dh dia tau aku xsuka bndat u dok terhegeh2 wat apa lgi kn? xpala mlas la apapun xksah asal ang bhagia

Suka kot..hihi

Kekeliruan melanda diri ini. Dia baik, dia tu pon baik. Mcm mana ni. Sy rsa dh suka kat kedua2 mereka la tapi mana bleh kan? Kita kna setia pada yg satu. Btw td kat Dewan Perdan, sy agak terkesima la bila dia panggil nama sy.huhu..Bila dia panggil tu kn, jantung ni mcm berdebar2 sja. Rasa nk senyum smpai telinga. Apakah itu ek?

Sebenaqnya, sy malas nk piq sal smua ni. Tapi dh xsengaja terpkiq kan.huhu so sabaq ja la. Yang sorang ni pandai berkata2. Wah mklumla contoh pelajar kan..huhu. Yang sorang ni plak, nmpak pendiam, hakikatnya bla knai btoi2 owhhh tidakkkk..haha

Enough for today. Bye2. Have a nice day..:D

terkejut sgt

Semalam balik ja kelass pertama sekali mestilahmenunaikan  apa yg wajib dulu. Then, rutin yg biasa dibuat, adalah bukak facebook.  Bukak ja fb tu agak terkejut la jgak check inbox ada satu mesej dr someone. Bukan xpernah dpt msej dr dia, Cuma isi kandungan msej dia tu ja yg  membuatkan hati ni terkejut.

Isi kandungan msej tu, sangat menyentapkan hati yang lemah ni. Jujur la ckp, sy amat terasa dgn kata2 dia. Kadang2 rasa xpercaya pon ada bla pkiq balik btoi ka dia yg antaq ni. Berpijak di bumi yg nyata, jgn bermimpi, itulah hakikatnya. Berat tuk terima, hati ni gagah tuk redha ja dgn apa yg jadi ni. Perkenalan dgn dia lbih kurang setahun yg lalu, terjadi secara kebetulan.

Kalau la dia bca apa yg sy tulis ni, sy nk gtau dia. Sebenaqnya sy masih xpham apa salah sy tu smpai dia ley wat mcm ni kat sy. Katanya, sy ni xpernah berubah. Tapi sy btoi2 sy nk tau apa yg xberubah tu?? Dan sy rsa mmng kita dh xdak apa2 hubungan pon sejak kejadian aritu. Dia sndiri dh remove sy dr friend, dia dh mmng btoi2 marah. So, ok la. Sy terima ja apa yg dia buat, sbb msa tu mmng salah sy. Tap ink dia tau jgak kesalahan yg sy buat tu terpaksa. Dia sendiri pon tau yg sy lbih menyayangi sesorg yg juga merupakan kawan dia jgak. Dia sendiri pon tau btapa pentingnya org itu dlm hidup sy. So xpala, lau dia nk marah pon even benci pon xpa. Sebab tu mmng salah sy. I admit it.

Tgk2 xtau la apa sbbnya, tiba2 dia add balik sy kat fb xka pelik kan? Mungkin dia bkn pendendam kot. Xtau la kan. Tpi seingat sy la sy msih xnyanyok, dia xpernah declare apapun yg dia nk jadi kakak sy, bgutulah jgak sy. Sy just baik2 dgn dia and anggap mcm senior ja. Sebab hati sy ni pon bkn senang nk lupa kan?Dan kalau lah dia ad abaca ni semua sy nk tegaskan sekali lagi. Saya sangat sayangkan kawan dia tu lbih dr sy sayangkan dia. Mungkin, sy sayangkan dia pon sbb dia baik sgt. Tu ja.

Sy percayakan dia. Sangat percaya. Kalau x xkan la smpai ley bg account fb dgn twitter kat dia tuk dia pinjam kan??? Sy pon xtau napa and apa lagi yg perlu sy buat tuk sy ni nmpak baik di mata dia. Memang sy ni jahat, mcm budak2, teruk, xpernah pkiq perasaan org. Semua tu sy.

So, Ok then, sy pon dh penat sal smua ni. Byk g bnda n perkara sy nk pkiq. And now once again, You remove me right? Ok I’m sure that after this xkisah la sy atau dia pon, sy akn pastikan sy xakn jadi friend dia or follower ka kat fb or twitter. Now, yes, I really2 tired. Tired of all this things.

Sbb dia sndiri ckp, tolong pergi dr hidup dia. Jgn pernah dtg lagi. Anggap mcm kita xpernah kenal. And yes!!! Sy akan ingt semua bnda ni smpai bla2.

Last from me, I just only have one and she is my only one. My Dearest Sister. My everything. My family. And I just care and give my love for her only, Walaupon, dia xsayang sy pon dh, hati dan sayang sy ni dh mmng ada kat dia smpai sy mati. Sy dh anggap kakak kesayangan sy ni mcm sebahagian dr hidup sy. Dan dia akn jadi kakak sy smpai bla2.

CHOICES

There are differences between Library Science, RECORDS, Systems and Resource Centre. Oppsss why RECORDS are in capital letter? Owh this is because among all of them, I will more interested in RECORDS. I don’t know why. But it is the truth. It is not because RECORDS is more easily than others but from Semester 2, when I taking RECORDS subject, I had fall in love with it.

From all of that, I just want to tell and discuss about my degree. Insyallah... I don’t know which degree is much better. But now, in my mind it just only RECORDS. Library science, I think it is not suitable for me. I can’t explain it. But I know who am I. Also for systems..Owh I really can’t believe it if I can further my study in Systems. Impossible.

Actually, I just can only pray for the best. The most important thing is complete and finishes my final semester with a good result. It is most important thing before I further my study.

Ok then, enough for this. I just can pray and do my best to make it become reality. Ameen

~CHOICES~

YOU

This is my final decision. I hope it will longer and forever. I had enough for this entire thing. Don’t make our life complicated. Maybe, this is the faith. What I must do is “Redha”.  I think I had tried my best to make it clear. I had done many things to make it become reality. I can’t force my feelings. Maybe the feeling is for the past. Now my love and my care just for one person. Yes, it’s YOU !!!

I know, you don’t have the same feeling towards me. But my love and my care is without any condition. YOU know how much YOU really mean to me?? Maybe this is 100 times I repeat it. Unfortunately, YOU still not realize. But, it’s okay. I will still make YOU as my “DEAREST ONES”.

Only one thing that is really important to me which is to see your smile. I want YOU to be happy always. Your happiness is an important thing in my life. So, YOU have to smile and happy always. Maybe I’m not the reasons for your smile, but I hope YOU will have someone that can make YOU smile..:)

NO MATTER WHO YOU ARE... YOU STILL BE MY DEAREST

My Final SEM ~Insyallah~

seperti tajuk yg di atas, skali lg nk ckp, insyallah ini adalah semester terakhir sy menjadi student fakulti pengurusan maklumat UiTM Kedah. Sedaq x sedaq dh part 5 dh. rsa mcm baru semalam ja join MDS. ni la zaman sekarang kan. masa berlalu pantas sgt. bila dh part 5 ni, byk bnda rsa nk buat. perancangannya byk. laksananya xtau la..

ok tuk sem ini, sy amat berharap dapat tingkatkan pointer sy yg selama ni pon xtinggi mana pon.biasa2 ja. sumpah ckp, amik first test aritu, berdebar sgt2. takut xley jwap. sebelum2 ni ada gak test tpi xpernahlah smpai mcm ni sekali. mungkin diri ni nk sgt wat yg terbaik kot.tahla..tpi sy xterlalu berharap, takut t akn kecewa. pe yg ley sy wat adalah buat yg terbaik dan teruskan berdoa. 

sem ni gak, rsnya sem yg agak mencabar tuk sy. mana dgn ada subjek baru lgi. tau x subjek tu senior pon x amik. kami la first batch yg amik. xpala yg tu. mana ngan etr lagi, cataloging, achive etc. huhu..mungkin sbb terlampau takut sgt kot. since this is my final sem, i wish i can give the best for my self and also to my parents. i really hope so. insyallah...:)

Good Luck For MySelf