CHOICES

There are differences between Library Science, RECORDS, Systems and Resource Centre. Oppsss why RECORDS are in capital letter? Owh this is because among all of them, I will more interested in RECORDS. I don’t know why. But it is the truth. It is not because RECORDS is more easily than others but from Semester 2, when I taking RECORDS subject, I had fall in love with it.

From all of that, I just want to tell and discuss about my degree. Insyallah... I don’t know which degree is much better. But now, in my mind it just only RECORDS. Library science, I think it is not suitable for me. I can’t explain it. But I know who am I. Also for systems..Owh I really can’t believe it if I can further my study in Systems. Impossible.

Actually, I just can only pray for the best. The most important thing is complete and finishes my final semester with a good result. It is most important thing before I further my study.

Ok then, enough for this. I just can pray and do my best to make it become reality. Ameen

~CHOICES~

YOU

This is my final decision. I hope it will longer and forever. I had enough for this entire thing. Don’t make our life complicated. Maybe, this is the faith. What I must do is “Redha”.  I think I had tried my best to make it clear. I had done many things to make it become reality. I can’t force my feelings. Maybe the feeling is for the past. Now my love and my care just for one person. Yes, it’s YOU !!!

I know, you don’t have the same feeling towards me. But my love and my care is without any condition. YOU know how much YOU really mean to me?? Maybe this is 100 times I repeat it. Unfortunately, YOU still not realize. But, it’s okay. I will still make YOU as my “DEAREST ONES”.

Only one thing that is really important to me which is to see your smile. I want YOU to be happy always. Your happiness is an important thing in my life. So, YOU have to smile and happy always. Maybe I’m not the reasons for your smile, but I hope YOU will have someone that can make YOU smile..:)

NO MATTER WHO YOU ARE... YOU STILL BE MY DEAREST

My Final SEM ~Insyallah~

seperti tajuk yg di atas, skali lg nk ckp, insyallah ini adalah semester terakhir sy menjadi student fakulti pengurusan maklumat UiTM Kedah. Sedaq x sedaq dh part 5 dh. rsa mcm baru semalam ja join MDS. ni la zaman sekarang kan. masa berlalu pantas sgt. bila dh part 5 ni, byk bnda rsa nk buat. perancangannya byk. laksananya xtau la..

ok tuk sem ini, sy amat berharap dapat tingkatkan pointer sy yg selama ni pon xtinggi mana pon.biasa2 ja. sumpah ckp, amik first test aritu, berdebar sgt2. takut xley jwap. sebelum2 ni ada gak test tpi xpernahlah smpai mcm ni sekali. mungkin diri ni nk sgt wat yg terbaik kot.tahla..tpi sy xterlalu berharap, takut t akn kecewa. pe yg ley sy wat adalah buat yg terbaik dan teruskan berdoa. 

sem ni gak, rsnya sem yg agak mencabar tuk sy. mana dgn ada subjek baru lgi. tau x subjek tu senior pon x amik. kami la first batch yg amik. xpala yg tu. mana ngan etr lagi, cataloging, achive etc. huhu..mungkin sbb terlampau takut sgt kot. since this is my final sem, i wish i can give the best for my self and also to my parents. i really hope so. insyallah...:)

Good Luck For MySelf 

Alhamdulillah

terima kasih dan bersyukur sgt dgn apa yg jadi sekarang ni, seriously xsangka sangat. bayangakan dr part 1 ada krisis skit, dan nmpaknya baru2 ni,smuanya berubah. katanya, "tutup buku lama, buka buku baru". ni yg dh merubah segalanya. padahal dlu, aku ingt lagi mcm mana n apa yg terjadi antara kami. siapa sangka kan??

namun, tiada bnda yg mustahil. Allah Maha Berkuasa. Sekarang, sgalanya dh berubah. Kami dh baik balik dan hubungan kami semakin bertambah baik dari hari ke hari. Harapan aku sekarang ialah semoga hubungan kami ni akan berkekalan sampai bila2. Sebabnya aku sayang da sgt2. Dia kakak yang baik bg aku. Dia punya perangai pon lain skit dr yg lain. Tapi tu la dia..

ok nothing much to say just Alhamdulillah :)

BEGINILAH CARANYA

Beginilah caranya..Bukan tajuk lagu tau.Tpi beginilah caranya tuk sy sekarang. Akhirnya, that’s it. Xnk sgt kan? But now I admit it. It’sover. Sepatutnya dh lama game over..huhu..tpi xnk mengaku kalah plak.Haa..amik kau!!! Padan muka, nk sabaq konon, sayang konon...blah la...Had sabaq ni dh capai tahap maksimum rasanya. Sudah la rasa mcm diperkotak-katikkan. (btul ka eja ni)..haha.Dh la yer.

Then, taking my brother advice, he said, “adik, xyah pkiq dia lagi nah?ingt tau.lau sayang abang n still anggap abang mc abang adik, ikut ckp abg.tau?huhu..teharu sejenak.ada gak abang angkat yg baik n penyayang mcm dia. Alhamduillah. Thank you Allah. Walaupon ada abg sndiri tpi napa tah bab2 masalah mcm ni xpernah rsa nk share dgn dia. Hanya abang angkat jay g pham.

One thing that I really2 hope is, this is longer, n forever.

Dear heart, please washed away, throw away all the feelings towards YOU. I had enough of it. Please my dearest heart, forget everything about YOU. Delete everything, all the memory about YOU.

Stop here. Have a nice day!!

I'M REALLY HURT

Semalam yang sangat amat xdapat nak dilupakan. Kenapa? I’m really hurt. Sangat!! Idont know how to express this feeling. Nangis ni xyah ckp la. Xdak mood sgt2 semalam. Nak luah kat sapa pun xtau. So, simpan la sorang2. Smpai ke pagi. Mcm mana la hati ni xsakit. Sy dh ckp kat dia jgn wat mcm tu, but it still happen. Sy sedar sapa sy. Sebab tu la dia xdengaq n ikut apa yg sy mntak. Tapi please la don’t hurt me again like that. I can’t handle it.

If u really love her just tell her. Xyah la nk umum satu dunia. Salahkah lau sy rsa dia mmng sengaja wat sym cm tu? Sja kan wat sy sakit hati....Then, if u think this is only the way to make me hate u, u totally wrong and make a mistake. Because, I will never ever hate u. ONE THING that I know is just my love for u. Whatever u do, even it’s really hurt, I still love u.

Ok then, so I wish u all the best. IF u have someone, that u love just go ahead. I will pray the best for u.  I know u are a good sister. And I’m sure that u can be a good sister too her.. Nothing  much to say, just remember one thing, whatever u do, how hurts my feeling, I will and forever love u my dearest sister. Tq..:D 

dugaan minggu ni

Minggu yg byk sgt dugaan. Bermula dr Ahad, abah sakit. Dia dpt serangan jantung. Bayangkan dh 6 tahun dia xsakit, last2 dtg plak sakit tu. Time abah kna tu aku xdak kat dia. Mklumla ada kelas kan. Kejadian tu berlaku di Alor Setaq. Apa yg mama citer, byk sgt dugaan sebelum nk smpai hospital tu. Traffic jam, road blocked polis...mcm2 la. Tapia bah xnk sgt g hospital kerajaan. Dia ckp apapun jdi dia nk p swasta.mungkin  sbb pengalaman tok wan aku dlu.. Nsib bek la sempat bwak Kedah Medical Centre (KMC). Alhamdulillah, sempat smpai, apa doctor ckp lau lambat smpai abah aku mngkin akn kna strok.

Agaknk maghrib gak la mama mai amik aku kat kolej. Tapi mlm first aku balik tdoq Kulim. Mama amik brg smua. Yala x prepare apapun kan. So abg n adik laki aku ja teman abah.tpi bkn ley msuk tidoq skali abah, sbb abah aku msuk icu. Esoknya tu, mama aku mntak tukaq balik hospital kat sp.dekat skit dgn kulim g pun ley balik umah kat s.p. n Alhamdulillah, bleh, so abah transfer msuk Pantai Hospital. Ptg tu jgak abah wat operation. For the first time, aku msuk tgk abah aku operation, sebelum ni aku yg kna operate tpi kali ni abah aku plak. Dlm sejam jgak la operation tu..syukur sgt berjalan lancer. Sbb kata doctor agak rumit sbb ada darah beku kat jantung abah aku.

N Alhamdulillah arini abah aku dh keluaq hospital.n dia dh makin sihat tapi bercuti la sebulan dia di rumah. Huhu...n arini aku amek muet. N Alhamdulillah, smuanya ok n aku hrap 28hb nnt tuk ujian seterusnya smuanya berjalan lancer mcm ni jgak..Ameen..

Ckup kot smpai sni dh panjang sgt ni. Tapi kan bg aku. Lau aku sakit xpa, tapi aku xnk org2 yg aku sayang sakit. Sbb aku sayang sgt mereka2 ini. TQ